Moving on

Man, I thought it would never come. I finally got a message from Randy, and he’s moved on. I’ve known the guy for eight years, and I’m glad it didn’t come to an end over this. I was wondering what was going to come of this whole fiasco. I am glad to know that he has moved on. I just know that things aren’t going to be the same as they where for me. There is a… ah hell I don’t know. Man, my sister is right… I do sound like a little bitch at times. I’m not trying to whine. I’m slowly trying to get my head in order so that I don’t continue to be so needy. Man, with danny’s birthday party coming up, I was starting to wonder what the athmosphere was going to be like, between randy and i. Not that I was really worried about since I know the shit between he and I would never have interfered with the festivities for danny.

 

So I’m sitting here at Starbucks killing some time till my car gets out of the shop. I’m going to try and get the check engine light fixed permenantly. I’m going to need to have my car in relaiable condition for school. I can’t afford to miss any classes. It’s way too important and expensive. I was looking through the highline community college catalog and saw something really fun to take for the summer… Whitewater rafting for only $79! I believe that’s cheaper than going on your own, I haven’t looked into as of yet. It suggested bringing a wetsuit. Since I’m already going to have a wetsuit for the diving school, why the hell not!? Unforunately it falls on the weekend I’m supposed to go to dallas for danny’s surprise birthday party. It’s my backup plan.

 

I just hope edesapa is really going to help me to finance this school thing. I really am getting really excited about getting this ball rolling on the diving school thing. I can’t tell you how eager I am to get out of the restaurant business. Ready to start making a reliable and consistent paycheck. Something I can depend on and not have to worry about what kind mood people are in. or myself for that matter.

 

On another note, there’s this girl I’m interested in at work. She’s from new york. Has a nice body from what I can tell, and a really good personality. The only draw back is that she’s got a kid. Maybe not necessarily a drawback. But I told myself I would try not date people with. Anyhow, that’s all for now.