Trip to Franklin

I’d be lying if I said that my trip to Franklin has been uneventful. Since my whole reason for coming down here has been the reason for my stress for the last few months. Finally, I have a resolution to this horrible chapter in my life, and, I can finally start taking steps to put this behind me. I’m still getting the details right for plea. Now I can focus on becoming a productive person. To do my part, I’m just going to have to remind myself that it is one step at a time. All ways moving forward, and living life to the fullest that you can. I’m so glad that I don’t have to sit in jail again. This thought has caused me considerable anxiety over the last several weeks. Whether I would have to go back to that shit hole and serve more time. But again I have been granted a reprieve. I couldn’t have done this with out the support of my family, friends, and my higher power.

 

This whole experience has, yet again proven to me that there is a higher power. This is something I cannot deny any longer to myself. There has been a power present around me that has been guiding me through these tribulations for the last couple of months. I’ve found myself keeping a disbelieving attitude about the whole idea, which really is another way of saying, I’ve been in denial. This is something that I feel that I cannot continue to do any longer. I have been praying over the last couple of months, not as consistently as maybe I should, regardless, I’ve found that my prayers have been answered, maybe not in the way that I imagined that they would, but in they’re own way. Which is the way that it works, at least that’s how it’s been described to me and the way I imagine it to work. So it would seem, now the “ball is in my court”. I am going to nurture my spirituality and see what comes of it. I sound and feel like such an adolescent child.

 

Talking to my friend in Seattle today, and she said, I was one of the most intriguing people that she has ever met. Which is one the most interesting things that I think I’ve ever been called. I know it was a compliment, none the less it was one that I’ve never heard. I’m sure it was a nice way to say that I’m weird, or whatever word you want to use. (Quirky, unique, strange, unusual, etc.) :-) It was a very nice compliment though. I really wish I hadn’t moved away. Things would’ve really would’ve gotten interesting. I have no doubt about that. There is some serious mutual interest there, and she really does put an ear to ear grin on my face more often than not. It’s been a long time since some one has done that.