This weekend was pretty awesome. Edesapa decided to come into town. We had a great time, however like all good things, the time that we had was too brief. We had some much needed family time. It was nice to spend time together and be a family again. I really needed it, we all did. Unfortunately he left this morning.
That bitch of a wife that he has, it’s not all her fault. He’s guilty in his own right, he is an enabler. He doesn’t do anything it almost seems that he completely resigns himself to whatever she wants. As long he is happy, I’m happy. It’s just one of those things I would love to try and understand, that I can’t. I tried to insinuate that he take more of a stand against her petty spiteful attitude. The sad part is that the only reason that he came here is now is because she is in
I may have procrastinated a little longer than I would have liked in “recruiting” friends and family to do a letter writing campaign for my legal defense. I asked a few friends and family to write a letter of character to the court, in hopes of avoiding more jail time. For a while my understanding on what the intention of jail is, happened to be a little construed. I understand now that I was being a little ideological, almost utopian. I was doing it, to possibly avoid facing the reality and give myself a little bit of hope. You see I was thinking that jail was somewhere that criminals where sent to learn to become a better person, to avoid falling into that vicious cycle. Because out of resentment and the feeling of abandonment you will be tempted to take the easy path which is to go back to the life of crime, honest work is after all hard. Anyhow, I see now that jail is not to help someone to become a better part of society but rather strictly punishment. I think I was really just diluting myself with these ideal thoughts. Anyhow, my day of reckoning is coming. I hope my peeps come through. It’s now out of my hands and in Gods. This whole spiritual philosophy is really comforting. Now it’s just a matter of finding someone to share it with.
On the positive side my knee is feeling loads better. It’s doing really good. It’s just when I stand on it for extended periods that it really gets angry with me. But the new shoes I bought two weeks ago for it, man are heaven on my feet. I really should’ve spent the money on good shoes a long time ago. And I now own a vacuum cleaner. Thanks to my awesome sis. Which is awesome, cause my carpet was starting to look pretty dirty. A friend that I have in
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